Today's Rant: Suicidal Goths

[Tiveria]

I had this ugly period in my life where I was just very very down on myself. Came from beign around someone who was 5' and weighed less than 100 pounds. She had most of the guys. I was upset at myself for not being perfect. I started hitting things like lockers and walls trying to hurt myself. Tried to half-heartedly kill myself a handle of times. Thank God I never succeeded.

Since then I've got chronic depression. I treat it when it comes on, and just try to roll with the punches.

But yeah, growing up changes your outlook on life.

 

[Merlyn]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Ker-ri @ Jan 18 2006, 09:31 PM) [snapback]30507[/snapback][/center]

Interesting as wierd as my childhood was I never once thought of suicide, I was subject to bouts of depression yes but who doesn't especially when you grow up in a commuinity where you can major in agriculture *sigh*.

I guess i have always been a rather positive and upbeat person to let things get to me.
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good for you.

 

[Stavrose]

this is supposed to be a rant thread dammit! Now it is being consumed by memes. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

 

[Fluffy]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 19 2006, 06:36 AM) [snapback]30515[/snapback][/center]

this is supposed to be a rant thread dammit! Now it is being consumed by memes. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
[/b]

Please.


I hurt myself today....to see if I still feel
Focus on the pain...the only thing that's real

 

[Merlyn]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 18 2006, 09:36 PM) [snapback]30515[/snapback][/center]

this is supposed to be a rant thread dammit! Now it is being consumed by memes. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
[/b]

I hate memes

 

[Stavrose]

*stabs fluffy in the forhead and steals his pantalones*

 

[Ker-ri]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 19 2006, 06:36 AM) [snapback]30515[/snapback][/center]

this is supposed to be a rant thread dammit! Now it is being consumed by memes. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
[/b]

Well thats what you get for using a ranting like that

 

[Merlyn]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Fluffy @ Jan 18 2006, 09:40 PM) [snapback]30522[/snapback][/center]

Please.
I hurt myself today....to see if I still feel
Focus on the pain...the only thing that's real


[/b]

oh I have those scars----

scary

 

[Fluffy]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 19 2006, 06:41 AM) [snapback]30524[/snapback][/center]

*stabs fluffy in the forhead and steals his pantalones*
[/b]

/tears Stav's arms off

pussy.

 

[Ker-ri]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Fluffy @ Jan 19 2006, 06:40 AM) [snapback]30522[/snapback][/center]

Please.
I hurt myself today....to see if I still feel
Focus on the pain...the only thing that's real


[/b]

Umm okay Trent <_<

 

[Stavrose]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Fluffy @ Jan 18 2006, 02:42 PM) [snapback]30528[/snapback][/center]

/tears Stav's arms off

pussy.
[/b]

You may take my arms, but you cannot have your pantalones!!!!! Viva la resistance!

 

[Fluffy]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Merlyn @ Jan 19 2006, 06:41 AM) [snapback]30527[/snapback][/center]

oh I have those scars----

scary
[/b]

Kind of why I played sports. Felt alive the most when fighting/struggling/competiting...very similar.

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 19 2006, 06:43 AM) [snapback]30531[/snapback][/center]

You may take my arms, but you cannot have your pantalones!!!!! Viva la resistance!
[/b]

/tears Stav's legs off

Now no one can has the pantalones!

 

[Rankin]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 18 2006, 02:36 PM) [snapback]30515[/snapback][/center]

this is supposed to be a rant thread dammit! Now it is being consumed by memes. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
[/b]

Stav... memes are stupid fucking surveys, not people actually pouring themselves into their posts. While I'm sure the goth bloggers feel like they really ARE pouring themselves into their stupid surveys, or their bad poetry, or whatever it is they post about, let them burn a little steam off. I still say its better they cook it off on the internet than on the streets. But yes, I agree, their 'content' is fucking annoying.

 

[Cubby]

ooo NIN (remember what i said about the mall )

 

[Stavrose]

*eats the pantalones*

Viva la resistance!!!!

 

[Ker-ri]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Stavrose @ Jan 19 2006, 06:45 AM) [snapback]30536[/snapback][/center]

*eats the pantalones*

Viva la resistance!!!!
[/b]

LATRINE!!!!!!