I have an advice question for all of you, since I have no idea. I'm nearly 21 now, and my parents have just decided to file for divorce. They decided to finalize this decision nearly a month ago and have kept me in the dark about it until I got home last night. There I got a crash course of the developments between them over the last two years in a period of around an hour and a half, and by the end of it I didn't know what to say, ask, or think of the situation. I have a completely new, opposite outlook of my father from what I had not 24 hours ago. I was wondering if any of you could spare any thoughts as to what I can do to get through it.
My brother got divorced several years ago (wow I can't believe it's been several). Also my parents were married before (actually they switched spouses *shudder*).
In my brother's case, he had married the HS hottie he had been dating before he went to the first Iraq war. They spent about four or five years apart, and when he came back they got married. She wanted a girl and would keep having kids until had one. They had twins, a younger boy, and a girl.
My brother has always been a bit of a party-er. Went drinking a lot. Didn't take care of his kids like he should have. His wife had thought my brother was like her father. He's not. He's rough and rowdy.
The divorce was the best thing for them. My brother is now a wonderful father who loves his kids very very much. He's re-married to a woman who has the fire to match his, and they're very happy.
My parents...well...let's just say it's for the best that they got divorced from their ex-spouses. I won't go into too much detail, but with five brothers and sisters, it was messed up in a lot of ways. My childhood was mostly getting teased in school, and dealing with never knowing who was going to be at home (or when they would run away), and hating myself for being the only safe one.
Quite a few people get married young, not really realizing what marriage entails. Especially in our country, where every young girl is taught that marriage is THE reason for everything, and boys are taught that one day they'll be reined in. People often leap before they're ready. Sometimes after years of choosing the wrong person, it finally breaks.
Just remember Zampy that nothing they do in this is really about you, other than trying to protect you from it all. You may hear the yelling, and they may try to pit you against one or the other, but it's still not about you. They're trying to extricate themselves out of a situation that neither one wants to be in. Especially after 20+ years...that's difficult to do.
If you ever wanna talk, don't hesitate.